Who am I ? I have been asked that so many times. The facts of my identity are easily found. My name, age, ect... I am a wife. I am a mother to three children. I proudly own my own home. I have many interests, or hobbies. I used to love to read. I have always felt that you can't stop learning. I love working on the computer. I love art, in all of its forms. I like science fiction of any type. I like to garden, plant, and work on my home. Most of all, I love all children. Children are a gift from heaven, all children are special, they should be loved and cherished. Those are the basics of who I am. I am also a very complex person. I am not a number, categorized to fit into any stereotype. I am a child abuse survivor, a street fighter, a drunk driving crash victim, a brain injury victim, and a survivor. I am stubborn, willful, and opinionated. I do not trust easily. I do not let many see the inner me. The frightened girl, the fears, memories,feelings. I do not have many friends. It is by choice. I have been hurt too many times. I have a tendency to give too much. I go overboard on holidays and special occasions. When someone wins my trust and affection, I am taking a chance. One that I am not very good at, or comfortable with. I do not take many chances in life. The odds are usually against me. I am a dreamer. I dream of making a difference, of being remembered for something great. I dream of contributing to society in some way that will allow me to be remembered. "Who Am I" There is no real answer. I am a complex person, with a complex life. The best way to learn the answer to that is to be a friend. |
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