-{"Dead Inside" by Kimberly Endicott, Survivorgrrl}-

Dead Inside

I don't know why
I feel so dead inside.
It is as if my heart is broken,
I can't feel
Love, Happiness, Joy.
I do love my family
I know that much.
But how do I show it?
How do I feel it?
I have tried so hard to live.
I don't know why
I feel so dead inside.

I have tried so hard
to love, to smile, to laugh.
I am at a loss now.
How do I bring back the feelings?
How do I show my love?
How do I live on?
When all I want to do
is die.
Since my heart is already
dead inside.

How do I go on like this?
How can I awaken the feelings?
I don't have any answers.
Just more questions.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
But how can I continue on.
When all I want to do
is die.
Since my heart is already
dead inside.